I'm going to be good.

Ok, So i need to get better about posting, because i don't write anywhere else. So today i'm stuck at home with what might be strep. not very much fun at all, haha. So any one who knows me knows i went to hair school, and i passed the test!!! Yay! i'm so happy about that, but a sucky thing is i might have to go up north to take it :( But maybe i can go with some other girls. We shall see i guess. Haha. But apart from that life is pretty boring, i just hang out with my wonderful boyfriend, Keiran. He is amazing! He makes me happy everyday. We've been together six months now. pretty crazy!

So my life is kinda hurtin

Well, starting Tuesday night i haven't really been able to breath, not so fun. I decided that i hate that we have to breath to live, but oh well, I'm just going to have to live with it. I went to instacare this morning, but the doctor there, kind of an idiot, so i went to this other doctor. Now i just have to wait to hear what the x-rays say, but the hospital was pretty sure that it is all the joints in my ribs are swelling up, not so much fun for me :( And then we were getting my new phone, thank goodness, and i was about to throw up, i just felt like crap all day today, and I'm going back to school tomorrow, I'm not that excited, but i guess I'll just suck it up, haha :) Well, sorry to everyone, if anyone that actually reads this, it was just a little vent. But thanks, and i won't wait so long for my next post.

Isn't it funny?

Isn't it funny, how you can talk about someone, but be super cryptic about it, so they won't know your talking about them. But really, all you want is for them to know every word is about them. You could even think your compeltely over them, but everytime you see them, you just want them, weather it's love or lust, or both? I just think it's funny how girls do that, i don't know if guys do, but we talk hoping they'll hear. but guys never catch on to that stuff. We always do hopeless things, just for the ones we want to impress, but ususally, they'll never have any idea. I just think it's funny, thats how it has always been, and thats how it will coninue to be....

Who knew breakfest could make you think so much?

So my dad made me breakfest today, and when he made my eggs, he cooked them in the bacon and sausage grease. He turned to me and said that "This is how i love my scrambled eggs, maybe i'll live a few less years, but i'll have lived a happy life!" And this made me think, is doing something like that, that you know might be bad for you, still ok? I think so, why not do something that makes you happy, right, even if it is just eating you eggs with a little bit more grease? Haha, maybe sometimes i think to much about the little things people say, read into them to much, but with some people, you have to read between the lines with. Not saying my dad is like that, but there are some people, so why not get as much practiceas you can? To bad though that they can't just tell you things, i'm not really talking about anyone right now, but i have known people that you had to think about every word they said to you, and think about every meaning it could have. It can get exhausting! Thank goodness i don't really have anyone like that in my life anymore, i have people that tell me the truth! I have some the best friends right now, they are helping me thrugh some tuff stuff. And i can say thank you untill i'm blue in the face, and i don't think they will still know how greatfull i am for them! Well, i don't really think anyone is going to read this, but if you are, thank you, and goodbye.